yeah

uhm it seems like about everyone i know is using this to explain their feelings/emotions w/ the world...

so yeah im gonna try..

right now im feeling so lost and confused..
ive fallen for my ex named april, again... and she told me shes fallen for me too.

but the boy she used to like has came back from camp.. and shes fallen for him again...

she wants to stay friends w/ me... like best friends, but i dunno if i can do that. every time i talk to her i have feelings for her. every time i see her i have feelings for her. i dunno if it is really true love. cuz i am 16, i shouldnt know what true love is, but i just keep my feelings for her deep down.

i just feel like im being toyed with. i know shes not trying to do it, but she really led me on and that is one of the worst feelings ever...
yeah i dont know whats wrong with me, after all we have gone through im still willing to stay with april..

im confused..
and hurt...

i gotta go, work time